|Yeah. For example, like this.
||[Jun. 2nd, 2005|06:04 pm]
|||||My Chemical Romance "The Ghost of You"||]|
When I was in middle school, my cat died. Really, it wasn't that I was keeping him. He was probably a stray. Frankly speaking, I don't really remember what he looked like. The feeling of his soft warm body and his hair...
Truly, that's all.
He wasn't named.
I found his corpse on my way home as the sun was setting.
It was probably done by a stray dog. The flowing blood and intestines shining with a dull black luster seemed to block the sidewalk.
In the black holes where he lost his eyes, a deep and thorough eternity of darkness extended.
'Tomorrow, when the trash is collected, there will be no traces of his death.'
Gripping him in my thin arms, I lifted him. His dangling body, one soul lighter, without the suppleness of life, was distortedly rigid.
He probably had been born to die in this way.
I had a hunch even though I wasn't a prophet, and suddenly a laugh welled up.
"Someday, I too will die with my guts scattered."
Sorry, that's from Wild Adapter, and I loved it sooooo much that I needed to put it somewhere... So here it is! ^^;; Damn japanese for sounding so awkward in english! >_< Jemmy always was obsessed with the art in Wild Adapter so I went and found the scans. lol They're... ANGST!!!
Ok, so it's only been about 3 years since I've updated this journal. A lot has happened so I won't even bother to recite it here. Lalala, time passed, blah school, grah APs, oh suffering, I hate some people, etc. But none of that really matters too much now, huh?
So tomorrow, I'm graduating from highschool. It's kind of weird... wait, strike that, REALLY weird. Goodbye to one chapter of my life. It's kind of a strange feeling, and I would ponder it more, but it's not really necessary right now. I just kind of want to relax today. ^_^
Oh, today was awards day and I won the history dept award. I was really happy =D I've never won anything in my life so it was totally new to me, plus I really wasn't expecting it. I'd like to record Turansky's speech here for history's sake.
"Er.. Kant..KERRR...Sarah Edelstein...GRAH"
It was perfect. XD
In other news, Jemma waxed me. OW THAT FUCKING HURT!!! NEVER AGAIN!
And, NO, it wasn't my bikini line. Perverts.
In other, other news, fansubbing is the most painful experience an anime fan can go through. I'd recommend not doing it. Unless you're a masochist, or just really fucking love the show you are subbing. (I'd say both apply to me...) Luckily, we've reached Loveless 09 and soon the pain will be over. (SCORE!!) After that, our joint projects are allllll done. (SCORE!!)
Loveless 08 made me cry. I hope everyone enjoys it. Should be out tomorrow. 09 is almost even better. ^^;; And the preview for 10... XD
Evil Nagisa-sensei(tm): Soubi-kun, kimi wa ima watashi no mono da yo.
aka. [said in a degrading manner] Soubi, you still belong to me.
Why do I dig that? Poor Ritsuka. ~_~;; Maybe it's because it is in the voice of my one true love... Koyasu-sama~~! Hanyaaa~~~ *faints*
Oh, I have a new layout. Look at it, bitches. I like...did stuff. It's from Loveless, and Ritsuka and Soubi are going to bone! (WORD!) Soon, I'll even have a new Loveless mood theme to replace Hyde. "Soon."
Additionally, my cousin whom I love got married but I was forced to be near the creep of the universe, my nasty cousin Kevin. Ewww. Do all cousins greet each other by kissing hands???? -_- Anyway, congrats to wondrous Stephen and Heather! ^____^
Oh, and I almost forgot. My IPod is now working, and it asked me to name it. So it's name is ... dun dun dun...
Ren. *laughs* I'm so...cool.
Well, this is enough for now. I wonder if anyone remembers that I'm alive?